{"id":1432,"date":"2011-04-16T20:25:35","date_gmt":"2011-04-17T01:25:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.planetyahyah.com\/?p=1432"},"modified":"2017-09-21T09:26:40","modified_gmt":"2017-09-21T14:26:40","slug":"reconstructing-the-dust","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.planetyahyah.com\/?p=1432","title":{"rendered":"reconstructing the dust"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1095\" height=\"730\" alt=\"\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-1448\" src=\"http:\/\/www.planetyahyah.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/04\/desert_17s.jpg\" style=\"width: 540px; height: 360px;\" title=\"desert_17s\" srcset=\"http:\/\/www.planetyahyah.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/04\/desert_17s.jpg 1095w, http:\/\/www.planetyahyah.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/04\/desert_17s-300x200.jpg 300w, http:\/\/www.planetyahyah.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/04\/desert_17s-1024x682.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1095px) 100vw, 1095px\" \/><\/p>\n<p><strong><u>reconstructing the dust<\/u><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>making a memory to satisfy a moment and hoping it&#39;ll last forever<br \/>\n\tawkward in birth, unreliable in life, dying without wisdom &#8211; never to forget<br \/>\n\tsincerity isn&#39;t eccentric<br \/>\n\thonesty isn&#39;t the fool&#39;s<\/p>\n<p>sacrificing a thousand empty minutes for the chance to taste the innocence of one unscripted experience<br \/>\n\toffering pleasure for pain<br \/>\n\tto bleed the real<br \/>\n\tto own the moment<br \/>\n\tto rack with guilt, unfulfilled in every way<\/p>\n<p>reconstructing the dust, alone in the dark, with history fractured into infinite measurements of truths<br \/>\n\tthe edges won&#39;t match<br \/>\n\tthe colors won&#39;t blend<br \/>\n\tand the halo of yesterdays spins out of reach echoing regret eternal<\/p>\n<p>K-<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>reconstructing the dust making a memory to satisfy a moment and hoping it&#39;ll last forever awkward in birth, unreliable in life, dying without wisdom &#8211; never to forget sincerity isn&#39;t eccentric honesty isn&#39;t the fool&#39;s sacrificing a thousand empty minutes for the chance to taste the innocence of one unscripted experience offering pleasure for pain [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1448,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[74,77],"tags":[87,85,82,118,86,81],"class_list":["post-1432","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-featured","category-poetry","tag-dust","tag-experiment","tag-original","tag-poetry","tag-reconstructing","tag-writing"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"http:\/\/www.planetyahyah.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/04\/desert_17s.jpg","_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.planetyahyah.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1432","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.planetyahyah.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.planetyahyah.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.planetyahyah.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.planetyahyah.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1432"}],"version-history":[{"count":14,"href":"http:\/\/www.planetyahyah.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1432\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2867,"href":"http:\/\/www.planetyahyah.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1432\/revisions\/2867"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.planetyahyah.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/1448"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.planetyahyah.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1432"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.planetyahyah.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1432"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.planetyahyah.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1432"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}